its been a while

so its been quite a while since ive blogged but being at sore-eyes always makes me feel like i have to.
i owe it to my blog.
but i dont know what to write.
it used to come so naturally once upon a time but now it all seems like rambling crap which should be coming out the other end rather than from my finger tips.
then again that might be the only thing that hasnt changed.
so what do i write?
a little friend who lives a rather lonely life in an empty space between my ears tells me to ramble as it comes.
so here it is.
im sitting here at cofa with my coffee and well... what used to be my raisin toast before i completely devoured it.. surrounded by all these people (actually 1 other person but i did pass a lot of other people before i came to this sexy-mamma-cita computer) who will one day (possibly) go off to live a life of design and creativity and all that makes me think about is how much i would have changed my decisions in the past so that i dont wouldnt have to be sitting here right this very minute.

so here - i suppose - hopefully - is to that not happening again down the track.
*clink clink*
(that sounds like wine but i was thinking more along the lines of jack ;p )

but onto more important issues.
i actually need to go to the loo loo but the loo loo seems to be so far everywhere i go.
i would like to complain that my chicken legs cant carry me that far but that would be a lie and us biceptual creatures dont lie. we just box on.